When Life Gives You…. Wait. Those are my Organic Lemons, Dammit.

The April Full (Blood) Moon and coinciding Lunar Eclipse exploded with my Elemental energy

When April arrived, I couldn’t help but notice that my life somehow managed to cast the leading role in a weird, ironic Sour Patch commercial. It is the only thing that describes the utter ridiculousness I’ve been subjected to.

Mystic Mamma describes April’s Chaotic Energies perfectly…

Yet, as I continued my research, I was continuously reminded that this would be such an amazing time for a

With the energy of the April Full Moon rising, my emotions ran rampant, my thoughts teetered on the brink of insanity and endless irrational fears fought their way to the surface. I was frustrated with literally everything in my life. I was loosing my ever lovin’ mind.

Everyone I came in contact with, mirrored and reflected this negative energy nightmare right back to me. I couldn’t avoid it. I was sucking up negativity like a fucking Dyson.

I became one

I just couldn’t get my shit together.

With the Full Moon Goddess perched at her highest point in the sky, I finally had a moment of clarity…

Everything I’ve feared, everything I’ve run from, everything I’ve pushed aside, everything I’ve buried-

brought by the Full Moon Goddess through my own Air Element.

I was forced to face my reflection head on. I didn’t like it. I hated it. I even fought it tooth and nail. The Full Moon Goddess awakened a dark, dormant, ‘not so nice’ aspect of me.  I stood in horror as my Shadow Self worked endlessly, day after day, to claw it’s way to the surface. I could no longer continue to hide, push aside or bury, who I am.

Everything that blew up, caught fire and crumbled around me- Every last bit of it…Was totally and completely

Every single aspect of the drama and negativity I experienced was self inflicted. That was one hell of a realization to wrap my head around.

But I knew in my heart, that it was true.  And yet, don’t we all ignore, put off and forget about the things we so carefully choose not to deal with?

This prolonged negative frequency, will eventually manifest in our physical lives as

It is amazing how easily we begin putting off those seemingly irritating tasks, we really

“Don’t Want To Do…”

If we continue to make the choice to avoid, bury, repress or ignore the seemingly frustrating aspects of our Self, rest assured that our physical reality will respond to match that negative frequency. How many of us are walking around, fuming like a volcano, just waiting to explode?

Take a look at your life as it stands right now. How much of your daily life is affected and influenced by Procrastination?  If you begin to see a repeating pattern unfold, dig a little deeper into what the Root of that problem could be. Emotions are always the key. We must first acknowledge the “not so nice” aspects of Self, before we can begin to release and move forward on our journey.